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Merci Suárez Changes Gears

by Meg Medina

Scholarship kid. Cuban family. Grandfather forgetting. Nobody talking.

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Merci is a scholarship student at a fancy private school, part of a large Cuban American family in Florida where everyone knows everyone's business and the adults keep secrets the kids are supposed to pretend not to notice. Her grandfather is changing — forgetting things, losing himself — and nobody will say what's happening. Medina writes about class, identity, family loyalty, and grief with extraordinary precision. Newbery Medal winner. A book about the specific experience of being between worlds — not poor enough to be excused, not rich enough to belong — and figuring out who you are inside that gap.

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Latin America
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Written by a Latin America author

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